his hands up, he had defensive injuries, deep cuts on both sides. i think what happened is he came out of the shower, this is just my opinion, she came at him with a knife, he put up his hands to protect himself and she got in a couple really vicious blows, including the one to his heart which would have been fatal. he's over the sink, he's bleeding there, and she kept going at him. a lot of the stab wounds are to his back. that should tell you something. eventually, i think that gunshot wound to his head was probably after the fact. this woman, i think this was an incredibly vicious rageful crime and i don't believe that she just doesn't remember everything. she remembers too much. >> she remembers everything apart from murdering her boyfriend which is completely ridiculous. let's move on to cannibal cop. very quickly, on that, of course the great debate is can somebody who is having these outrageous fantasies really evil stuff, does that make them a criminal? >> well, you know, it all begins with fantasy. that's the problem. remember hannibal lector said it all starts here, what you'